I'm all upset about not making it to the show, so I ended up putting on Placebo, replaying the shows I've been to and pigging out on a pack of chips. And I don't even regret it because it felt fucking good, so did thepriestkitten's texts.


I've finally finished watching this. The only time I had was when I went to bed, and I always ended up passing out. Not tonight, though. I enjoyed it quite a lot, probably because I love Jane Austen. The cast was pretty amazing, too except for Anne Hathaway as Jane. She's always bored me, and I hated her portraying a brilliant writer. Oh, and, James McAvoy still doesn't do anything for me, but I won't deny that he's good at what he does.

Then, I've finished reading Augusten Burroughs's DRY-- I only had the last 50 pages to read, and it took me a god damn week to do that, which is rather depressing. He took something so common and boring and made it very funny and enjoyable to read. I love this guy. And I need to get the rest of his books, which I plan to do when I get the ticket-refund money.

Now I don't know what to read rest even though I have quite a few books waiting. Still, if any of you would like to recommend anything, I'm always looking for new stuff to read.

Lastly, Scrapbook 2009 has been updated.

Scrapbook '09 updated.

This would be the cutest book ever if it weren't so bittersweet. Maybe it affected me a lot more than it would because I know a 10-year-old boy like Christopher.

A lot has been happening this past few days, but I don't think any of it is worth mentioning. The one thing is that I somehow pulled a muscle in my leg in my sleep last night, and now I'm walking around like The Hunchback of Notre Dame. I hope it goes away soon 'cos I was planning to go out tonight and get drunk.

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I've been having to get so much reading done for work lately that it took me about 3 weeks to get to 1/3 way through this book. I had like 100 more pages to go, so as soon as I came home from work today, I sat on the damn toilet and didn't come out until I read the very last sentence. My ass hurts, but it was so worth it.





P.S. This site is ridiculous. Gotta love GMail's random links.

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What a fucking waste of time. I should learn to ditch books at the point I feel like I've had enough and that they're not going anywhere. But nooooooooooo... The dork in me has to finish, hoping they'll get better.

Thankfully, someone on bookmooch.com has already mooched it from me, and I don't have to keep seeing it on my bookshelf.

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I've just finished this, and I feel like I have to much to say that I don't even know where to start. I guess the beginning should do it. So...

I first became familiar with the name "JT Leroy" through his articles in magazines like Spin and ID. And then, when I saw that he was credited for writing the screenplay for Gus Van Sant's Elephant, I got curious. Of course, by the time I got curious, he had already published two books: Sarah and The Heart Is Deceitful Above All Things. I'm not going to go into what they're about; you can check that out for yourselves. Anyway... I bought both of them and finished them both in a single day. You know how there are times when you go, "I can't even out it into words?" Well, JT can, which is why I admired his work and have followed up since...

Then, I found out The Heart Is Deceitful Above All Things was being made into a movie, and guess what? ASIA ARGENTO was directing it, and starring in it as Jeremiah's mother, Sarah. Of course I was super-excited because I've had a crush on Asia forfuckingever. So I watched the film and loved that too. And I was listening to his band Thistle and loving that as well at this point...

Later, it turned out that LT Leroy didn't exist. A woman named Laura Albert had written the books, and her sister-in-law, Savannah Knoop, had been posing in as a boy, as JT Leroy, which brings me to this book...

It's Savannah's story of what she went through as JT Leroy. I think it further proves that Laura Albert is a genius in more way than one: she's a great writer, and apparently she can do anything she puts her mind into. A lot of people were, of course, very angry when the truth came out, but that just made me admire her even more because it takes a lot of balls to get someone to help you fool the world (literally) and be able to succeed at it.

While Savannah Knoop is no writer, I thought the book was as truthful as she could be and very exciting to read. I loved reading about how she wanted to quit being JT many times, but she was also kind of becoming him that she couldn't stop. She would get so nervous about public appearances, about saying/doing something wrong, and when that mixed with her own low self-esteem, it came to the point where she would start crying or puking.

There were parts about her clothing lines and more personal stuff about herself, which I thought was rather unnecessary because, as always, all people (and myself) care about is JT.

Long story short, I liked it a lot and read it in a heartbeat.

Now I need to really get a hold of the only JT Leroy book that I haven't read yet.

I feel like I've been talking about this all day, but one more can't hurt, right? I received my first order from BetterWorldBooks today, and guess what? They've sent me a chocolate bar with the books. I've been staying away from all things chocolaty for months now, but when I saw this, I just went, "Okay; it's come all the way from the other side of the world, therefore I definitely need to stick it in my mouth!" I'm very good at talking myself into having chocolate, aren't I?

Anyway...

I've been excited all day, waiting to get home because I've been wanting to read GirlBoyGirl How I Became JT Leroy by Savannah Knoop every since it came out. I love all things JT Leroy, including Thistle and The Heart Is Deceitful Above All Things movie, directed by and starring Asia Argento, whom I've had a crush on for years. After the whole "JT doesn't exist!" scandal, I loved it even more because how fucking brilliant is all that? Maybe I'm the weird one. Oh, well.

I've read the first two chapters already, and I can't wait to read the rest so I'm out.

But I'm too broke to do anything on the weekend. Oh, well.

• I have a bunch of books I need to get rid of. They're listed here, so take a look and see if there's anything you'd like. We can arrange a swap or something.
• Speaking of books, my scrapbook 2009 has been updated. I finished reading Melvin Burgess' Smack last night, and all I can say is, PFFFFFFFFT. If I read it ten years ago, I might have been amazed, but not now.
• I've been transferring files from data DVDs onto my external drive. The wait I can handle, but I had no idea I'd run into so many problems. My mom's laptop is the only computer that writes DVDs, and it's a PC, and I have a Mac, so go figure. It's so frustrating. Plus, have I mentioned I HATE PCs?
• I need to get Depeche Mode tickets as soon as I get paid. I need to talk to husby first though; he's the only one willing to go with me. Everyone else is throwing their money on Fatboyslim. Yuck.
• My ex-girlfriend said I can have her old iPod. She doesn't know how long it might last, but even her old one is way newer than my broken one, so I'll take the chance.
• My father sent me an e-mail about red reishi mushrooms. Apparently, they help control your diabetes among other things like getting rid of toxics in your body, etc. I think I'm gonna order some and give it a shot.
• I really HATE the fact that my JuJu dreamxobscene is not a bus ride away.

The boring part of the Spring Purse is finished. Now comes the fun part: decorating it with flowers and butterflies and possibly birds. I've knit the birds, but I'm not sewing them on before I can be convinced they DO indeed look like birds.

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More and more I'm realizing that I'm very behind on my "teen" and "kids" reading. I just got Smack by Melvin Burgess in the mail today and started reading it, and when I found out the main character is 14 years old, I went, not again! Then, of course, it got me thinking... I read Go Ask Alice when I was in college, just because it's supposedly one of those books everyone should have read. I do love the Harry Potter Series, but I was already too old to be the target audience when I read them. Same for the Twilight Saga. I never got around to reading Chronicles of Narnia or His Dark Materials...

Obviously, when my age group was reading those, I was spending time with Louisa May Alcott, Mark Twain, Emily Bronte, Daphne Du Maurier, Jane Austen, Charles Dickens and most of the rest of the classics. I only regret the fact that at the time I had to read them in Turkish. It's okay though, 'cos now I'm re-reading most of them in English, and it's like a whole new world that makes a lot more sense.

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Big thanks go to JuJu dreamxobscene and Hannah tongueeatcheek for telling me --more than once-- that I have to read this.

I always read with a pen because I like to underline the parts and words I like, in addition to reading them a couple of more times before moving on. With this book, though, it was very hard because I would've underline the entire book.

( For example... (spoiler alert )

I can't wait to start reading Beloved, but before that I'm throwing a Jane Austen into the mix.

Garth Nix's comment on the back cover pretty much sums up how I feel about it:

I wish my younger self could have had the opportunity to read and reread this wonderful book, and my older self wishes that I had written it.

This one also takes its place among my favorites. I wanna just crawl inside it, walk around the pages, spending more time on my favorite parts, and then falling asleep in Mr. & Mrs. Owens' tomb when I'm tired.

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